RESPITE

I am in hope of some respite

Seeking a blessing in disguise

There is nothing to repent upon the words said

There are just lessons in life

I am not sorry for the things happened to me

I’ve always been what I should be

At times I found things upright

Sometimes they were bad

But I let them rule my mistakes

The only thing that makes me sad

I only tried to wipe of a tear or two

I just tried to easy their pain

I thought I would give me some peace

& I would not live in vain

I advised them unsought

Gave a helping hand unasked

They smiled and went away forever

Leaving me with distress in the last

Now I find world running ahead

& me standing in the same old lane

now they accuse me of thinking too much

they say I have gone insane

 

I do realized I lost some battles

Before I could have put things on try

They don’t even talk of my inabilities

I was almost about to cry

But BOYS don’t cry even in difficult times

It is an irony

Even if they think I am just another guy

Even if they talk ill of me

They are wrong

If they think

I cant find

My way back in

Once they are gone

Its my world

And I’ll not give it up

Even if I have to

Do it all alone

My life wont be spent explaining people

The kind of person I have been

My past is certainly not my potential

There is lot inside me that is yet to be seen

I will get my way back in

There is no point of being sad

Giving up is not my way of living

Hope is the only thing I ever had

& once day sound of dreams

will be clear and loud

because when it gets darkest all-over

 stars come out………